Mighty To Save
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
-11:23 AM
The long weekends finally over!Ytd Engit had a great event called Food race! 37 visitors turned up! My team had Joseph and 3 other non-Bs. Jun sheng, Hendy and Yong Wei. The Hendy abit ah beng kind leh. At first when I talked to them, they were not really frenly and also kept complaining about the game. say boring and all. I kept praying in my heart to really find a way to open them up. And true enough, as the race went on they opened up more and more. Of cus tnks to Joseph too! He put in loads of effort talking to them. Though we lost due to various reasons, Im sure they had fun! Jo and I also bonded really well with them. I hope tis event wld be a stepping stone to knw them btr and eventually can invite them for service. Really super charged up and eggcited for the coming 2 mths! I think we must be willing to let God look into our hearts and believe Him. Only thn will He tell us what He sees. The only thing that can sever me from my self-sufficiency is : Sincerely and meaningfully to repent. =D
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
-11:44 PM
This post is dedicated to my Aunt! She's abt the best aunt u can get seriously. She's really a superb aunt leh. Anyway, we were talking about my appeal thing and she told me these! carol.chia@wearnes.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:last nite was sitting in hotel room...just writing down list of things GOD didcarol.chia@wearnes.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:He turned water into winecarol.chia@wearnes.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:He walked on watercarol.chia@wearnes.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:
He created the stars, the moon, the sun and the seacarol.chia@wearnes.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:
He heals the sickcarol.chia@wearnes.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:
He raised the deadcarol.chia@wearnes.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:
He caused the barren (Sarah) to conceivecarol.chia@wearnes.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:
He calm the stormscarol.chia@wearnes.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:
He resurrectscarol.chia@wearnes.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:
He savescarol.chia@wearnes.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:
He brings victory to Kings who go to warscarol.chia@wearnes.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:
He created man and all creatures on earchcarol.chia@wearnes.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:
He moves mountainscarol.chia@wearnes.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:
and many more...carol.chia@wearnes.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:
isn't HE amazing?I mean how encouraging can it get. My problems seem so small compared to those above. I believe thr wld be a miracle!I love you Daddy in heaven. =D
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
-5:23 PM
Its when you are at one of the downs in your life whr u realise that there are family and frens who actually do care!I would think this is one of the lowest point in my life, appealing and waiting still to get back to Tp. My family has been very supportive of me, even my twin siblings tagged my tagboard saying they will be thr for me. I mean they are only 13 yrs old but can say such things, it really touches my heart. =D Thanks Joel and Jolyn! I know u read my blog often. Heh.Yesterday we had volunteer's meet, during dinner I was sitting with ser meng! He's really someone I admire alot for his willingness to serve God. I mean his office is at JURONG but he rushes dwn for meetings and everything, not complaining a single bit. And alwys coming with a servanthood spirit and a big wide smile! He's really humble too! He affirmed me aftr dinner, his words really touched my heart. Why? Because he's a very genuine person. Can u imagine, Im feeling down and out and God used a man of God whom I admire alot to affirm me! He told me he cld see I was more focused in the things I do. Thanks man Ser Meng! Needed that. =DAnd then it was my shpd, LEMMY. He might not be the most talented individual or leader. =X But he really cares for his people. And I mean really a 100% care for them. To say the truth, He's the one who showed me the most care and concern since he knew I was kicked out. Fasting and praying for me. Thanks leh Shepherd. Didnt knw you cared that much! Hee.Thn next up I wna tnk Cedric Silvaraj! Can you imagine he dedicated a post to me on his blog? He can post a thousand and one things leh really but He chose to dedicate a song to me. Cedric you are the man! I really really appreciated what you did. Yup Someone is watching over me indeed. And evryone else as well! =DLastly those who sms-ed me or asked about me. It really feels good to know that there are people around you who really do care! I tnk God for all these people whom He put into my life. Appeal's still pending. God do u see my hunger and desire? I wna come back to Tp. Not only to complete my Dip but also to change and impact as many Tp student lifes as possible.If You are with me, who can be against me. Prayers are welcomed! Hee. =)
Monday, October 20, 2008
-12:03 PM
First day of school for evryone! I feel so weird lah, just woken up and not having any lessons. Tmr Im meeting up with the course manager though.God I pray that You will speak thru me. That whatevr I speak will be annointed by You. I pray that the Holy Spirit will prompt me to speak the right words. I cldnt sleep last night, lying thr and thinking and praying. Asking God what is the best way to convince the CM. I feel really blessed to say the truth. I have such supportive parents, my aunt too. I also wna tnk God for Engit ppeps. You guys nvr fail to encourage! A fren told me my tagboard is really heartwarming, alot of pple encouraging me. =DI believe by FAITH that by His GRACE I can convince the course manager and be back in school agn. Lord I 100% entrust this problem to you.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
-11:19 PM
Hmmm I Miss You.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
-12:39 AM
Caregroup at my hse today was smth different. Caused we had it in MY room. Heh. The song we sang during worship, From the inside out, really touched my heart so much. A thousand times I have failed but still your mercy remains. God you are really a wonderful God!Had prayer meet just now, didnt prayed so much for a long long time. A few of us went to the front to praise & worship. The atmosphere was simply fantastic. God's presence was so tangible. I could feel the holy spirit moving around the whole place. I teared. I gave all my problems to God. I totally a 100% opened my heart to Him. Anyway I finally took out my braces! It feels I have been set free. =) I believe my probs will be set free soon too. TEEHEE.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
-12:05 AM
God take me by your hand.I wna rediscover you agn.It takes time but Im willing, my heart is willing.Sorry if I had said any hurtful words to hurt you Lord. I didnt mean it. I bow before you to repent.Use me for Im yours to use. =D
Monday, October 13, 2008
-2:59 PM
The thing tat I alwys feared wld happen sooner or later came too soon. Too soon for me to accept. Call me immature, childish. I dun care.I thought that I still had you. Even you left. But I accept ur reasons. Its not gna be easy. It takes time.The wound u left hurts so deeply.God, will u really catch me if I let go? I dun wna fall agn. Becus I think if I fall another time, I would die.You tell me to trust in God's plans. I once was growing in CHC. I grew so much and so fast. But you knw why I left? Bcus I kept growing, I kept doing God's work. Suddenly I just felt like a robot. Yes I was hell of a spiritual person. I knew my bible inside out. I could do many things. I could lead roles. But I negelected my family,frens. Its not all about growing sometimes you knw? Its about striking the right balance. Anyway, Its heartbreaking. Evry single hope left has been shattered.But what can I do? You say trust God.I say Im too tired.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
-11:59 PM
Dear God,Not too long ago I prayed and ask you to put problems into my life. You are a faithful God. I prayed and asked and I got it.From thn on, more and more problems came my way. All kinds, big and small.I thought my life was so rosy back thn, I had everything going for me. But lately I had rejections aftr rejections. The latest one was just mins ago.God, I can take it no more. Please take everything away. If not I think I will die. Thank you God.
-3:31 PM
Disillusioned? Maybe.
Monday, October 6, 2008
-12:17 AM
I was just going around in circles all these years.The finishing line was so near, I could see it.. But, I doubt I will evr reach it.Its abit frightening to think sometimes. I had alot of time the last few days to think. Really ponder about my life. Well, the outcome was kinda scary. I thought I was doing fine in school, I thought I was doing fine in church. But reality hit me hard like a brick on two different occasions, which I shall not reveal here. I knw of someone, who has been completely disillusioned with his life. I hfnt seen him for a while, he even blocked me on msn. But can I really blame him? I dun know. Heh. He claims he has big problems that nobody can help. I told him, God can solve all your problems! Yes He can. I know it, you know it, everybody in church knows it. What he replied got me thinking. " Ok since u say God can solve all problems, why do you have so much problems yourself?"This person really hit the nail on the head. Something which I have sort of wondered to myself many a times too. And thn shortly after, I found out that I wouldnt be going for Leadership Camp. Heh. You guys must be thinking, ok whats the link right? The link is, if a certain individual cnt lead their own lifes right, how can he lead a group of people? How can he disciple people? It dawned on me that I have pressing inner issues within me that needs quick if not immediate treatment. I wasnt jealous that I cldnt go for the camp. In fact this really served as a wake up call to me. Something which I have been trying to avoid. I was getting complacent with my spiritual walk, I was getting lazy in certain areas. I need to put all these wrong things right again soon! God please help me! I dun wna move further away frm You!I wouldnt say my life is in a complete mess, but it is not as rosy as how I look on the outside. =) God, Im yours to use. Mould me, I know its gonna hurt but it will be all worthwhile. Looking forward to greater times ahead. With this I shall end my longest post yet. TEEHEE.